kazmatazz

"my life, my dreams all add up. all the work and effort i've put into every single breathe i take, decision i make,  is rewarded by the touch, the smell of you. loved and cherished as person, not a thing, as a human being. for my flaws and my imperfections. so, it turns out im allright the way i am? id always doubted it, but now i know. now you've told me. its okay to be me. its okay to cry when I feel betrayed, lost and confused. its okay to feel happiness  when things are going okay. its okay to feel satisfaction when things are going my way. its more than allright to take now and then, and never give more than i can." how can i?

Five years since I lost all faith in God, Five years since I knew my father's soul had been sold. Five years since my childhood ended Five years, and my heart shall never be mended Five years, and the scars haven't faded away Five years and my life has changed in every possible way. Five years and I'm tired of crying silently Five years, wont this grief ever leave my cavity? Five years since all my dreams shattered, Five years since nothing else really mattered. Five years and I still mourn you Your love, your presence but above all, I miss you. Five years, and still I stand With my head on my shoulders, and my feet on the groun